As a young, romantic girl I have often struggled with the topic of love and relationships.
Somehow, no matter how often I muse about this it always comes back to the question of “should I give up on love or should I give in and give it to God?”
I’ve thought countless times after a messy break up or an unfulfilled romance, that it would be better not to have loved and to never have lost. But in my heart of hearts I know that’s not true. Besides, for a girl who is in love with ‘love’ the idea of giving up on love is really beyond the realm of possibility. Therefore the question becomes, “How can I love without loosing?” Regrettably the answer to that is, you can’t! If you love at all, in this sin cursed world, you will inevitably lose something. It may be your pride, your self-sufficiency, your time, your personal space, your freedom or even your life. Yes, you will no doubt lose something, but if that love is returned you will have gained something infinitely better!
This brings me to the other side of the question, “should I give in and give it to God?” The answer of course is yes. The problem comes not from whether you know the right answer but whether you are willing to obey.
My natural inclination is to fight with God rather than submit to Him. I tell Him that He doesn’t understand, that I ‘need’ this. But His response to me is, “I know what you need. I made you. Trust me.”
So often I think I know better than God but then I am reminded of the verse that says, “‘My thoughts are not your thoughts and My ways are not your ways’ declares The Lord!” The point is, God knows everything, therefore, He knows better than we do. This is a very hard lesson to learn and one that must be relearned, often many times over again, but it’s worth learning.
God is faithful and loving. He’s the author of romance. The lover of my soul! No matter how many times a man breaks my heart, God will always be there to put me back together and each time I have learned and will learn something new about love and more importantly about God.
The fact that none of my relationships have worked out so far is the grace of God in my life, because God wants what’s best for me in a relationship and He knew that none of those men I’ve been interested in would have been the best for me.
When you give in to God and let Him have His way in you and in your love life, it takes away the pressure of finding ‘Mr.’ or ‘Mrs.’ right since it’s no longer up to you, but rather your love life is now in the more than capable hands of the author of all romance. It frees you to live, love, laugh, learn and serve, knowing that you no longer have to worry about making your dreams come true.
God is more than able! You can know that if you trust Him, He will never let you down. But keep in mind that God’s ways are not our ways. Things may very well happen in a way you weren’t expecting and they may even seem undesirable, at least for a time. But if God is the one behind the wheel, you can count on the destination being far better than anything that you could have imagined.
So take a leap of faith with me and ‘give in’ to God and let Him write your story as only He can. And remember no matter how hard things get, you are never alone and you are dearly loved. Though all else may fail you, God never will. I pray you would rest in His love and grace as you wait on His perfect timing! And know this, that I and countless others wait with you.
“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” Jeremiah 29:11